#81

Ow. I ate dinner 3 hours ago, and I am still full!!

We went to this awesome restaurant that does a sort of 'rustic' thing- antlers and boar heads on the wall, real basic meals. The schnitzel was for real bigger than my plate. But oh so very good! And J's dinneer was absolutely lovely!

I don't know what got me thinking on this earlier, but it was a thought that wouldn't go away. I am not one of those lucky people. I did not start my life with any sort of advantage. And I am not the kind of person that ever gets a leg up. I will never win the lottery, have my tickets upgraded to first class, or anything like that. I am usually the persoon that gets the cheapest seat possible, and then struggles to not lose it completely.

I cannot say that I actually begrudge the people that do seem to get all the nice things. I mean, it's not like they are doing anything different than me, in most cases. theyy just get lucky like that. But come on! It would be so nice to get the upper hand every once in a while. You know?

Like I said, I don't know what made my mind go there, or why the thought lingered. But linger, it did. And then that thought train took off and I was stuck riding for a while. I won't bore you all with the whole trip. But it really got to me.

What is it that makes some people get all the perks?