#340

I know I should be crocheting. My yarn is sitting here, my hook is on my chest. My blanket is still in pieces. I she be crocheting. 

But I am tired! I think it should be bedtime. But the guilt of not accomplishing what I had planned!

This morning, at MCCW, I felt the same way I have every week. I do not like the unorganized. I do not like the way some people project theirselves. I do not like feeling like my morning was wasted. But... I keep going because I hope every week will be better. I enjoy talking to my friends there. My daughters have fun. And maybe one day we will actually study something religion related!

But I had fun with A. It's nice to talk to like minded chicks, to laugh at crazy stuff. And our kids have fun playing. So that was fun. 

And watching The Little Mermaid with my chicks this afternoon was fun. That is one of my all time favorite movies. I grew up wishing I had a fin and flowing red hair. P and K think it is pretty great. It is so cool to see them enjoy something that I enjoyed. 

And my husband... That guy, who has been almost completely absent, is still not home. Every night this week he has been working late. But tonight takes the cake: 10:15 pm and still not home. Poor guy. He has been at work almost every waking hour this week. And he is still sore from his little snippy. Hopefully he gets home soon.