#328

I had a good weekend. Which is saying a lot. 

My week was crazy. Almost three year old girls that have their parents' stubbornness. A dad recovering from surgery that needs help I can only half give him. A husband that deserved way more attention and patience than he got. And me- having major issues with it all. 

Definitely not my finest hour. 

But Friday, I got to have a couple minutes with my husband that really helped me. I was feeling overwhelmed and lost in it all. And he reminded me that I am ok. 

So I felt better about it all. I took a deep breath and remembered that I have a damn good life. And I took the opportunity to enjoy it all. 

Another reason this weekend being so fun is surprising? We didn't really do anything. Which is normal and not exciting. But I do not like to do nothing. I like to get out of the house and go anywhere. J likes the exact opposite. So usually, we argue about plans and someone ends up grudgingly giving in. 

But this weekend, we stayed home. One fun short outing on Saturday. But today we stayed in and had a really good day. 

J is a rockstar when it comes to carving pumpkins. He is amazing. I am pretty good at roasting pumpkin seeds. Just ask me. 

We didn't make it to Mass this morning. But instead of feeling disappointment or guilt, I felt great. I felt the Love today.