#249

I did it again. Drove to Missouri, that is. 

My nephew's birthday party is tomorrow. And on Sunday we will be driving for-ev-er, all the way to California. 

I have gone back and forth on the idea of this trip. I want to go to Cal to see my family. But traveling there is expensive and a long ass drive. But I want to see my family. 

The deciding factor was J. He usually is. He told me to go so I can see everyone, especially Nana. He knows how much she means to me, and how sick she is. So he told me to stop acting like I wasn't going to go. 

I wish he could have gone with us. Maybe next time. 

The only real exciting thing about today was the crazy downpour while I was driving through StL. Really, it was so bad that I was going 10-15 mph on the interstate. And I was still struggling to see! Pure craziness.