On this Holy Thursday, I have felt anything but Holy.
I have felt tired, and empty, and all together undeserving.
My faith is weak.
This evening, as Fr washed my feet, as Jesus washed his disciples feet, I felt the balm on my soul.
I fail as a Christian. Every day, I make the wrong decisions, say the wrong things. And every day, my sins are forgiven, and my soul is washed clean.
The peace and love that surround me as I received Him this evening- I want to keep it with me forever. Or at least until morning breaks.
After Mass, I sat at my (loaned government) table and wrote 'Goodbye' cards to some of my dear friends. I thanked God for them as I held back the tears and tried to impress on that little card how much these women have meant to me.
Words failed. But I hope, when I choke back the tears and place these cards in their hand, they will know. I love them. I have learned from them. I will miss them.
Lord, thank you for giving me amazing friends and sisters that I do not want to say goodbye to.
We do not want to say goodbye to you either. I will miss you dear friend, and thank you for stopping by to say hi to me on Tuesday.
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