#44

A few hours ago, I sat down to post about my day. I was in a rotten mood and vented on here. Then, instead of hitting "Publish post" I decided to save it.

It's the little things in life that make all the difference!

Don't get me wrong, I am still in a pretty not great mood. I had a mostly bad day and wanted to get it off my chest. My girls were misbehaving and I didn't feel like I was getting as much support from my husband as I needed. None of that has changed in the last 3 hours!

However, posting my problems on here, or Facebook, does not take them away. It solves nothing and would probably only lead to more problems. People read, and then talk, and talk some more.

Remember that game "Telephone"? You whisper in to some one's ear, and then they whisper to someone else. by the time the circle is completed, the message is jumbled beyond belief. Facebook and blogs are just the new application of this very old game. And I just don't want to play that game.

And then I thought how annoying it is that I even have to think this way. I shouldn't have to watch what I say on my own dang blog! But I do. Because I talk so much and so loud, people seem to think it is ok to put words in my mouth. Which annoys me and I wish I could just graduate from 8th grade already. But I guess that won't be happening.

I love my husband and I love my children. They all give me attitude and migraines and drive me crazy. But they only get to me as much as they do because I love them so much. So yeah, I had a crummy day. It wasn't really any one's fault, just a general crummy day. And tomorrow I will have a clean slate.